The problem is, is that I tend to get cold feet ironically. I think I created this blog site weeks ago and would just stare at it not knowing what to write. Where do I start?!.........
That is my problem. I can't start anything very well. Once I get started I am good to go and find it's hard for me to stop. I am like this in most everything I do in life. I sit and think and daydream my life away. There are so many things I want to do, so many experiences yet to be had. But then....I find myself sitting at home going through the mundane life I hate knowing I was meant for more.
These tend to be the two things that can "give me a mini thrill". It's lame I know but I want to feel more alive most times. I hate routine so the same damn thing everyday drives me crazy. I know there can be good in having routine and I appreciate that but I want more! I'm not talking about going crazy or going off the deep end, but just really living life. To be challenge, to meet and see things that most don't. To be apart of something that is special and secretive. I don't know why..... but it's deep side me, in the morrow of my bones. I can feel it calling out to me and it hates me for caging it up. More and better life....I can feel it's out there. I need to find it before it's too late.Out of time for now.
